Lyrics
[Verse 1]
I grew up on cracked floorboards
And shouting through the walls
Mom and pops in a cold war
I learned to brace for falls
Amber hid behind the doorway
I wore the bruises like a name
Joshua laughed in the driveway
Then the house went dead the same
[Pre-Chorus]
Now I count each scar like proof
I survived the wreckage through
Every lie I swallowed whole
Every hand that let me go
[Chorus]
Joshua, Joshua
I still hear your name
Joshua, Joshua
Nothing stays the same
Amber, hold on tight
Mom and pops, I’m here
I got sober from the poison
But I still taste the fear
[Verse 2]
I drank to blur the ceiling
To mute the things I knew
Bottle on the bathroom tile
Like the only friend I had to lose
Shaking in the morning light
Sweat on a borrowed bed
I met my ghosts with empty hands
And I looked them in the head
[Pre-Chorus]
Now I count each scar like proof
I survived the wreckage through
Every lie I swallowed whole
Every hand that let me go
[Chorus]
Joshua, Joshua
I still hear your name
Joshua, Joshua
Nothing stays the same
Amber, hold on tight
Mom and pops, I’m here
I got sober from the poison
But I still taste the fear
[Bridge]
I don’t call it healing
I call it staying here
With the nights that bit me open
And the days that brought the years
If I shake, I shake
If I break, I bend
I’m still making room for Joshua
At the table in my head
[Final Chorus]
Joshua, Joshua
I still hear your name
Joshua, Joshua
I won’t bury the flame
Amber, hold on tight
Mom and pops, I’m here
I got sober from the poison
And I’m dragging out of fear
Joshua, Joshua
I still hear your name
Details
GeneratedJul 28, 2026
Duration3:04
LanguageEnglish
Style
Alternative rock punk with metal bite, mid-tempo and driving on palm-muted guitars, snare-heavy backbeat, and a chorus that opens into stacked gang shouts; verses stay tight and tense, pre-chorus climbs with tom runs and a filtered vocal lift, chorus slams wider with doubled lead and shouted names. Bridge drops to half-time with a raw close-mic confession, then final chorus adds harmony screams, reverse cymbal swells, and a gritty, loud, punchy mix., alternative rock, punk, metal
Credits
Prompt byFireRush273
ModelAria v5.5
Prompt
Childhood trauma, toxic, sobriety, lost baby brother Joshua, sister amber, mom and pops, metal, alternative rock, punk
