My abyss

*Verse 1*

I’m stuck inside my head, can’t find my way out,

Thought I had it figured out, now I’m filled with doubt,

Chasin’ the highs, but I’m fallin’ deeper down,

Wanna scream loud, but I can’t make a sound.

Every night I’m feelin’ lost, no one understands,

Trapped in my thoughts like I’m tied with no hands,

Put on a mask, but inside, I’m in pieces,

Tryna keep it together, but it all decreases.

I’ve been runnin’ from my demons, but they right behind,

Every step I take, I’m just tryin’ to find peace of mind,

My reflection’s lookin’ different, but I don’t mind,

I’ll keep searchin’ for the light, even when I’m blind.

*Chorus*

I’ve been feelin’ like I’m fallin’ off the edge,

But I’m tryna find a way to get ahead,

All this pain inside, I can’t pretend,

I’m just hopin’ that my demons find their end.

I’ve been feelin’ like I’m fallin’ off the edge,

But I’m tryna find a way to get ahead,

All this pain inside, I can’t pretend,

I’m just hopin’ that my demons find their end.

*Verse 2*

I’m addicted to the highs, but the lows keep pullin’,

I’m tryna write it down, but the words ain’t flowin’,

Feelin’ like I’m losin’ grip, but I keep on goin’,

Heart so cold, but my mind is still blowin’.

I’ve been thinkin’ ‘bout the past, but I let it go,

It’s hard to move forward when you’re stuck in the low,

But I keep tellin’ myself that I’m better than before,

Every scar is a lesson that I can’t ignore.

Pills and liquor, yeah, they don’t numb the pain,

Every hit, every sip, I feel it in my veins,

But I keep goin’ ‘cause I’m searchin’ for a way,

To find peace in the chaos, to make it through the day.

*Chorus*

I’ve been feelin’ like I’m fallin’ off the edge,

But I’m tryna find a way to get ahead,

All this pain inside, I can’t pretend,

I’m just hopin’ that my demons find their end.

I’ve been feelin’ like I’m fallin’ off the edge,

But I’m tryna find a way to get ahead,

All this pain inside, I can’t pretend,

I’m just hopin’ that my demons find their end.

*Bridge*

I’m searchin’ for the peace, but it’s hard to find,

I’m lookin’ for the answers in the back of my mind,

Maybe one day I’ll see the light, leave the dark behind,

But right now, I’m just tryna make it out alive.

*Outro*

Maybe one day, I’ll be free,

But until then, I’ll just let it be,

I’ll keep fightin’, even when it’s hard to see,

‘Cause I know deep inside, there’s still a part of me.