So Hard To Find

Intro (mumbling/ airy)

Yeah…

So hard to find

So hard to find

Hook (Melodic / Emotional)

I need real love, not another high

Need a real touch when I’m dead inside

I been rollin’ through the night, tryna feel alive

But the smoke don’t fix a heart, it just kills the time

I need real love, I need real pain

Somethin’ I can feel when I say your name

I been lost in the dark, tryna find my way

Real love so hard to find, yeah, it’s so hard to find

(So hard to find)

(Yeah, yeah, yeah)

Verse 1 (Melodic Rap / Confessional)

I was lonely in a room full of faces,

Smilin’ for the cameras, feelin’ empty in the basements

Told you I was broken, you said “boy, you just playin’”

But my heart been in pieces, I been duct-tape prayin’

You was my escape when the world felt cold,

Now I’m starin’ at your name on a cracked iPhone

Said you loved me, then you dipped like smoke,

Left my soul in the past, now I can’t go home

I was drownin’ in my thoughts, tryna breathe in clouds,

Tryna quiet all the voices that be screamin’ loud

I was fightin’ my demons, never let ‘em out,

So I smiled in your face, but I was bleedin’ out

Pre-Hook

I was lookin’ for a fix in a temporary place,

Tryna find myself in somebody else’s space

But I learned that love don’t come in a pill or a drink,

It come when you face everything you don’t wanna think

Hook (Repeat / Bigger Energy)

I need real love, not another high

Need a real touch when I’m dead inside

I been rollin’ through the night, tryna feel alive

But the smoke don’t fix a heart, it just kills the time

I need real love, I need real pain

Somethin’ I can feel when I say your name

I been lost in the dark, tryna find my way

Real love so hard to find, yeah, it’s so hard to find

(So hard to find)

(Yeah, yeah, yeah)

Verse 2 (More Rap / Emotional Switch-Up)

I was numb for a minute, I admit it, I was runnin’

From the feelin’ in my chest, yeah, I tried to outpace it

I was scared if I told you, you would look at me different,

So I hid in the shadows, let my pain get famous

I ain’t proud of the nights I was losin’ control,

Tryna fill up a void that was swallowin’ my soul

Now I’m lookin’ at the mirror like, “bro, you grown”

Time to pick up the pieces, build a heart from bones

I don’t wanna leave scars on the people I love,

Don’t wanna be a memory, a picture, or a post

I wanna be the reason that you smile in the rain,

Not another name that you wash away

Not another chapter in book of names

Bridge (Sung / Emotional Break)

I been fallin’, fallin’ down this road,

Tryna find a light in a tunnel with no hope

If you hear my voice, just know I’m tryin’,

I’m still alive, still fightin’

Final Hook (More Hopeful / Uplifting)

I need real love, not another high

Need a real future, not a goodbye

I been searchin’ for peace in the tears I cry

Now I’m learnin’ how to live, not just survive

I need real love, Someone who’ll stay when the sun don’t shine

If you hold my heart, I’ll hold you tight

Be my forever, yeah, be my light

(So hard to find)