Screaming

I been screaming in the dark,

no one listening Heart cold,

now it's froze with the bitterness

You left me broken,

yeah, I'm stuck with the images

Sayin' "I'm okay" but I'm dying while I'm livin' it Tears

in the mirror, I don't recognize the figure If I ever even mattered, why you make the pain so much bigger?

Said time would heal,

but it's only gotten sicker

You were my drug, now I'm shaking off the trigger oh Trigger

gave you all of me, now I'm emptyy

in return Love turned to ashes,

now I'm watching' bridges burn

Tried to move on, but the past still lurks Even fake smiles hurt, yeah, that shit still hurts yah

Ive been numb for days, gravity changes

but the memories still sting Swear I see your ghost in everything

Was it all a lie or just a dream or something I believed in?

Now I'm tryna heal from the scars I'm still bleeding

Hand on the gun pull the trigger but my life is so much bigger

Don’t say the words I know you’ve been wanting to say for forever

Band-Aids, don’t just cover up what you wanna hide

And broken glass can’t just be glued together with out out cracks

It takes time to heal what’s been broken.

And I know some days are hard but you are OKkay

Struggling is a part of life

That’s what they say

I got my wounds red to blue

But that shit was never new

I should’ve known I was done with you

I should’ve known I was losing you

Counting the days till I’m gone is that even Okay