Screaming

I been screaming in the dark, 
no one listening Heart cold, 
now it's froze with the bitterness 
You left me broken, 
yeah, I'm stuck with the images
Sayin' "I'm okay" but I'm dying while I'm livin' it Tears 

in the mirror, I don't recognize the figure If I ever even mattered, why you make the pain so much bigger?
Said time would heal, 
but it's only gotten sicker 
You were my drug, now I'm shaking off the trigger oh Trigger

gave you all of me, now I'm emptyy
 in return Love turned to ashes, 
now I'm watching' bridges burn
Tried to move on, but the past still lurks Even fake smiles hurt, yeah, that shit still hurts yah 

Ive been numb for days, gravity changes 
but the memories still sting Swear I see your ghost in everything
Was it all a lie or just a dream or something I believed in?
Now I'm tryna heal from the scars I'm still bleeding
Hand on the gun pull the trigger but my life is so much bigger 
Don’t say the words I know you’ve been wanting to say for forever

Band-Aids, don’t just cover up what you wanna hide
And broken glass can’t just be glued together with out out cracks 
It takes time to heal what’s been broken.
And I know some days are hard but you are OKkay 
Struggling is a part of life
That’s what they say
I got my wounds red to blue
But that shit was never new
I should’ve known I was done with you
I should’ve known I was losing you 
Counting the days till I’m gone is that even Okay

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