Lost in the odds

HOOK (Melodic / Rap Blend)

I’ve been rollin’, rollin’, rollin’ just to feel okay…

Poppin’ bottles, poppin’ pills to take the pain away… (take the pain)

Demons in my head, they don’t ever wanna fade… no way…

I gamble with my life like I got chips I shouldn’t play… ( should play)

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VERSE 1 (Melodic → Rap → Fall-Off → Punchy)

Weed smoke in my lungs, it’s a one-way trip, ( one way trip)

vodka in my cup got me losin’ my grip, ( drink it bitch)

Pills in the bottle whisper “take one sip,” ( yeah)

Heart doin’ double or nothin’, I’m playin’ blackjack with my ship.

Dice roll twice, I chase that high, ( always chase the high)

Can’t slow down, I don’t know why, ( demons inside)

Deep inside, I’m terrified—

I keep losin’ sleep, but I fight it,

I keep chasin’ checks like a psychic, ( yeah ,yeah)

I need somethin’ real just to light it,

Addiction in control—yeah it’s drivin’.

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TRIPLET CADENCE (Pain Flow)

Pill-bottle clickin’ / my heartbeat skippin’ / the room keeps spinnin’ / I’m still not winnin’

Demons all grinnin’ / I feel ’em swimmin’ / inside my system / locked in the rhythms…

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I’ve been drownin’ in the liquor tryna quiet all the whispers in my head and I can’t even tell the difference between love and an addiction ’cause the pain is always stickin’ like a tattoo on my vision and I’m losin’ all my winnings every time I try to fix it but I keep on takin’ chances even though the house is rigged and—

breathe…

—I keep prayin’ for a break, but I’m addicted to the riskin’. ( risk it all)

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HOOK (Repeat Clean, Melodic & Catchy)

I’ve been rollin’, rollin’, rollin’ just to feel okay…

Poppin’ bottles, poppin’ pills to take the pain away…

Demons in my head, they don’t ever wanna fade… no way…

I gamble with my life like I got chips I shouldn’t play…

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OUTRO (Melodic Fade)

Lost in the odds but I still try…

Hope I live long enough to feel alive… ( feel alive)

Demons in my rearview holdin’ on tight…

Gambling with my heart like it’s alright… ( it’s alright)