Undownloaded…
Yeah
It’s like I finally found my voice…
and nobody tuned in
Feel like I’m sittin’ in pain, tryna explain how I feel
Always been hard just to say what is real
Now I got words, now I got thoughts I can spill
But they sit in a file, untouched, just sealed
Unheard, untouched, same story again
Like I built a bridge, but it don’t reach them
Got an intercom loud, volume max to the end
But it feel like my voice in another dimension
Hours and hours, I’m writin’ it down
Every struggle, every time I would drown
Every idea, every thought that I found
Tryna give you my soul but you’re not around
Is anybody out there, can you hear me now?
Screamin’ into nothing, but I’m sayin’ it loud
Echoes come back but they don’t make a sound
Lost in the dark, yeah I’m driftin’ around
I’m shoutin’ into space, into all this black
Every word I drop, never comin’ back
If you hear my voice, why you stayin’ quiet?
I’m givin’ you my soul, why you won’t reply?
Undownloaded, yeah it’s sittin’ in space
All of my pain never left this place
Gave you my heart, you ain’t press play
Now it just fades… now it just fades
Undownloaded, lost in the void
Built from the hurt I been tryna avoid
You had a chance, you made your choice
Now it’s just noise… now it’s just noise
I gave you my all and it still ain’t enough
Every time I reach, you just keep movin’ up
Tryna get close but you keep that distance
I’m fightin’ for somethin’ you show no interest
I change how I move, I change how I speak
Still feel invisible, still feel weak
Tell me what more do you want from me?
I’m losin’ myself tryna make you see
I could give everything, empty the tank
Still end up feelin’ like someone you don’t thank
Nothin’ I do ever break through to you
So what am I chasin’? What am I prove?
Once it gets posted, I know what it is
It’s gon’ sit there, collectin’ the dust
All of that time that I put into this
Just so you maybe could feel me for once
But I ain’t worth it, at least in your eyes
Only important when you need a fix
No alibi, just excuses you hide
While I’m out here just speakin’ my truth in a mix
I can’t make you love me, can’t force your hand
Can’t make you care or try to understand
You either show effort or come with excuses
I seen the pattern, I know how you movin’
Is anybody out there, can you hear me now?
Screamin’ into nothing, but I’m sayin’ it loud
Echoes come back but they don’t make a sound
Lost in the dark, yeah I’m driftin’ around
I’m shoutin’ into space, into all this black
Every word I drop, never comin’ back
If you hear my voice, why you stayin’ quiet?
I’m givin’ you my soul, why you won’t reply?
Maybe they’ll get it, maybe they won’t
Maybe I’m somethin’, maybe I’m not
But I’m done beggin’, I’m done feelin’ small
I gave you everything I got
So let it sit… let it be
Unheard thoughts, that’s just me
If it never reach nobody else…
At least it finally reached me
…hello?
…if anybody—
I mean… it’s whatever
Just…
if you hear this…
I was just tryna—
…never mind
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