The chosen one

Where did the time go? It’s a year now my love and the feeling is still strong. I tried to hold my tears from falling. They just flow. My heart still aches. I miss you so much. I still have your tree every holiday. I put something on it I wish I could see you again your smile, those bright eyes why did you have to leave baby? You were eight I feel so empty without you a part of me that you you’re nine now about to be 10. Yes you’re living in three other people and always in my heart, I feel some time I can’t go on, but you’re a little sister don’t know, but she helped me to deal that you’re gone because I see you and her. I’m still your mom I will still do for you like I feel. I am doing now by being a donor family the health a lot you are a special person due to God chosen you mommy‘s little Rara I am in so much pain. Where do I run to? There’s no place or body to remove this feeling sometimes I hate so I shut down, but I try to show love I’m like under cover. Smile on the outside and torn up inside you bring mommy’s God and watch over me and leave me the right way like I try to do with you do that for me my little angel also watch over your sisters and brothers and bless you my child the chosen one.