Always

I keep clearing, debris, rumble, and rocks.. to create some kind of solid ground. These alternative routes in my life.. just keep caving in on me.. in all the pouring rain.. I just keep tripping.. and falling.. I'm drowning.. in the sinking mud.

Why does it always take so long.. for me to turn to You.. the One who makes me strong.. what is it gonna take for me to.. always.. always.. always.. rely on You.

What keeps making me think.. that I could ever do this on my own.. what is it gonna take for me to.. always.. always.. always.. rely on You.

I'm tired of tripping in the holes.. falling in the pit of despair.. and it's when I'm sinking.. calling out to You.. the One who cares.. God.. please help me.. before I'm drowning.. I want so much more of You.. than to just be found covered in the mud.. when my mind.. wandered thinking.. I could do things on my own. what is it gonna take for me to.. always.. always.. always.. rely on You.

Why does it always take so long.. for me to turn to You.. the One who makes me strong.. what is it gonna take for me to.. always.. always.. always.. rely on You.

What keeps making me think.. that I could ever do this on my own.. what is it gonna take for me to.. always.. always.. always.. rely on You.

I'm tired of tripping.. falling in the pit of despair.. God.. please help me.. before I'm drowning.. I want so much more of You.. than to just be found covered in the mud.. when my mind wandered.. thinking.. I could do things on my own. what is it gonna take for me to.. always.. always.. always.. rely on You.