(Verse 1)
It’s actually kind of funny, in a twisted way
Sitting here like an idiot, wasting another day.
Just gulping down the bullshit, swallowing the lies
Just to feel the stinging salt burning in my eyes.
What am I doing here? What’s the use?
Drowning in the sorrow, drowning in the juice.
I’m spending days and weeks, staring at the wall
Waiting for a signal, waiting for a call.
(Pre-Chorus)
I’m staying here hoping for a ghost
Raising a glass to the things that hurt the most.
For something that was never even meant to be...
Why can’t I just open my eyes and see?
(Chorus)
For what? For a man?
Is this really the best part of the plan?
I swore I’d never be the girl who cries on the floor
For a love that doesn’t live here anymore.
He doesn’t love me, he never really did
I’m just a fool, acting like a kid.
Why am I so stupid? Why do I trust?
Why do I turn my own heart into dust?
(Verse 2)
It’s not even worth it, the suffering, the pain
Pour another shot, let it wash down the drain.
You were supposed to heal me, make me whole again
Not break me even more, not cause this strain.
I trusted you, like, seriously, I tried
But you left me empty, vacant inside.
Now I’m wasting my time, crying my eyes out
Choking on the whisper, choking on the shout.
(Bridge)
I hate it! I hate my heart for beating!
I hate the precious time that is quickly fleeting!
I hate my life, and the fact that it’s true
That I still love you like an idiot, I do!
What can you do? What can you say?
When the night is just a darker version of the day?
(Guitar Solo)
(Sad, Melancholic, and Drifting)
Chorus)
For what!? For a man!
Is this really the best part of the plan!?
I swore I’d never be the girl who cries on the floor
For a love that doesn’t live here anymore.
He doesn’t love me, he never really did
I’m just a fool, acting like a kid.
Why am I so stupid!? Why do I trust!?
Why do I turn my own heart into dust!?
(Outro)
At least the drink is good... yeah, the drink is fine.
It's better than wasting my sober time.
It’s ten times better than facing the mess.
So raise a glass...
Yeah, raise it high.
Cheers to my stupidness.
Cheers.
YSN
