(Verse 1)
I wanna end it all, but I don’t know why
Not crying, not laughing, just staring at the sky
The morning feels heavy, like it’s pressing on my chest
I wake up for no reason, I don’t care about the rest
(Pre-Chorus)
They say “it gets better,” but what if it don’t?
They ask how I’m feeling — I won’t, I won’t
It’s not even pain, it’s just nothing instead
Alive on the outside, but gone in my head
(Chorus)
I’m just a boy, floating through grey
Not really here, but I show up each day
I don’t want tomorrow, don’t care for today
If I disappear, would it matter anyway?
(Verse 2)
Room full of voices, but none really see
They talk about life, but it don’t speak to me
I smile like I mean it, I laugh on command
But inside I’m sinking like feet in the sand
(Pre-Chorus)
Don't need your pity, don’t want your praise
Just need a silence that swallows these days
I ain’t reaching out, I ain’t holding tight
I just wanna drift into the night
(Chorus)
I’m just a boy, no story to tell
Not in a heaven, not stuck in a hell
I don’t wanna wake, but I don’t wanna sleep
I’m somewhere in limbo, way down and deep
(Bridge)
Not screaming for help, not waving a sign
Just a whisper in shadows, lost in the lines
No love, no hate, just nothing at all
And I wouldn’t even flinch if I took the fall
(Final Chorus)
I’m just a boy, forgotten, unseen
Trapped in a world that don’t know what I mean
I don’t need saving, I don’t need a hand
Just want this ache to finally understand
(Outro)
So if I don’t wake, if I just go
Let it be known, I walked soft and slow
Not sad, not happy, just tired and small
I’m just a boy…
who felt nothing at all.