Just a boy

(Verse 1)

I wanna end it all, but I don’t know why

Not crying, not laughing, just staring at the sky

The morning feels heavy, like it’s pressing on my chest

I wake up for no reason, I don’t care about the rest

(Pre-Chorus)

They say “it gets better,” but what if it don’t?

They ask how I’m feeling — I won’t, I won’t

It’s not even pain, it’s just nothing instead

Alive on the outside, but gone in my head

(Chorus)

I’m just a boy, floating through grey

Not really here, but I show up each day

I don’t want tomorrow, don’t care for today

If I disappear, would it matter anyway?

(Verse 2)

Room full of voices, but none really see

They talk about life, but it don’t speak to me

I smile like I mean it, I laugh on command

But inside I’m sinking like feet in the sand

(Pre-Chorus)

Don't need your pity, don’t want your praise

Just need a silence that swallows these days

I ain’t reaching out, I ain’t holding tight

I just wanna drift into the night

(Chorus)

I’m just a boy, no story to tell

Not in a heaven, not stuck in a hell

I don’t wanna wake, but I don’t wanna sleep

I’m somewhere in limbo, way down and deep

(Bridge)

Not screaming for help, not waving a sign

Just a whisper in shadows, lost in the lines

No love, no hate, just nothing at all

And I wouldn’t even flinch if I took the fall

(Final Chorus)

I’m just a boy, forgotten, unseen

Trapped in a world that don’t know what I mean

I don’t need saving, I don’t need a hand

Just want this ache to finally understand

(Outro)

So if I don’t wake, if I just go

Let it be known, I walked soft and slow

Not sad, not happy, just tired and small

I’m just a boy…

who felt nothing at all.