Lost and Holding On

Silent tears falling, can't drown the storm inside

Echoes of his laughter now just a ghost in my mind

Walking through this hurricane, trying not to fall

Holding on to memories, he's still here after all

Three days ago, a shadow took him away

A hero in our hearts, now I can’t find my way

Lost in the grief, the pain I can't contain

My world turned upside down, drowning in the rain

People say I’m strong, the brave one they admire

But inside I’m shattered, consumed by this fire

Feeling so hopeless, sitting here alone

Questioning the reason, why he had to go

If I let go, will I lose him forever?

Feelings tearing me apart, it's so hard to remember

Holding back the tears, scared I’ll lose control

But I’m drowning in sorrow, trying to heal my soul

He was my hero, now I feel so worthless

Trying to hold my ground, but I’m just a mess

Everyone expects me to be strong and resilient

But inside I’m broken, overwhelmed by the pain

In this lonely camp, with the world so vast

Haunted by memories, wishing they could last

Maybe someday, the wounds will mend

Until then, I’ll cherish every memory of my brother again