Suffocating

Am I still here? is any of this real?

When did I create this tear that won't heal?

You won't even say hello, or listen to my cries.

what did I do to create your lies?

I want so badly to hate you.

And you know that I should.

I should curse you, berate you.

With the pain you left me, of course I could.

But the truth is I still can't breathe.

You stole the air the day you decided to leave.

now I'm suffocating.

every morning, when I struggle to open my eyes.

I used to role over and smile, now I hear the echo of my cries.

every ray of sun, every drop of rain, every shadow in the evening, it all holds my pain.

I can't remember how to catch my breath, except to inhale you in despair

We used to run away from death, now I'm always gasping for air.

I'm suffocating

I don't understand. why am I hear all alone?

sitting in an empty room , staring at a phone.

Other girls come and go. But there's nothing that I can do .

I'm cursed to live the rest of my life, forever missing you.

Every night when I turn out the lights , and lay down to end another day

your pillows still empty devoid of all your air that you took away.

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now I'm suffocating.

every morning, when I struggle to open my eyes.

I used to role over and smile, now I hear the echo of my cries.

every ray of sun, every drop of rain, every shadow in the evening, it all holds my pain.

I can't remember how to catch my breath, except to inhale you in despair

We used to run away from death, now I'm always gasping for air.

I'm suffocating

let me breathe again.

baby you know I can't live without you.

let me breathe again.

I'm suffocating.

exhaling, with no inhaling.

let me breathe.

let me breathe.

let me breathe.