[Verse 1]
I’ve been fighting demons I don’t let anyone know about
A war within my mind that breaks and breaks me down
Me versus me and I’m all weary and worn out
And my heart is filled up filled with doubt
I’m not the same soldier as I was before
My scars became my weakness
I can barley stand on the floor…
The weight that binds me, binds me to my grave
That I dug with unrelenting bleakness
Overflowing with my mistakes
When did I become so afraid
So disconnected from my old ways
So distant yet so close to my shame
Can you just take it away!
[Bridge]
The feeling is all but faded within
Instead of counting my blessings, I’m counting my sins
I need to change this life I live
Cause I alone, cannot win
[Chorus]
God, I need you, now
Please, save me, before I drown
I want to be better than what I’ve been
Don’t let this be the end
[Verse 2]
I’ve spent years trying to erase the pain
Only to end up with more shame
Will I ever find, the cure for my life
Or will it just eat me alive
As much as it kills me to say it
I’m not happy and I hate it
I’m not the same as I use to be
And it’s showing in everything
How can you forgive me, when I can’t forgive myself
Knowing I keep making my own hell
The guilt is more, more than I can bare
With no room inside for my faith
The harder I fight, the easier I get nowhere
Surrounded by my mistakes
[Bridge]
I’m severed by self betrayal
The storm in me has me set to fail
I need to change this life I live
Cause I alone, cannot win
[Chorus]
God, I need you, now
Please, save me, before I drown
I want to be better than what I’ve been
Don’t let this be the end
[Interlude]
(I can’t do this anymore)
Take it, take it, take it out of sight
Out of sight, out of mind
Take it, take it, take it, out of sight
Out of sight, out of mind
Take it, take it, take it out of sight
Out of sight, out of mind
Take it, take it, take it, out of sight
Out of sight, out of mind
[Chorus]
God, I need you, now
Please, save me, before I drown
I want to be better than what I’ve been
Don’t let this be the end
Don’t let this be the end
[Bridge]
Rebuild me, (take it out of sight)
Restore my peace of mind
Redeem me, (take it out of mind)
So I too can fly
(Don’t let this be the end)
Rebuild me, (take it out of sight)
Restore my peace of mind
Redeem me, (take it out of mind)
So I too can fly
[Outro]
My own destruction is what saved me
From the creation of a life I never wanted
The page has turned, and I am sure
I can do all things through Christ
Who given’s the strength to endure
The victim in me is dead,
For I am reborn