[Verse 1]
This may be the death of me
Swallowing down the last of my hope
Still living in a tainted memory
Like it has been forever written in stone
[Bridge]
My own resilience is breaking me down
The pain I bottled up won’t pour out
How can I have a future, if the present is my past
At this rate, I’m not gonna last
At this rate, I’m not gonna last
[Chorus]
Is this really gonna be the end of me
My own mind, the cause of my suffering
The more I fight, the more I try to break away
The more I deteriorate
[Verse 2]
It’s becoming permanently installed in my head
The thoughts that turn it all black inside
Culminated the second I tried to live again
How do I overcome what’s always been my lifeline
[Bridge]
There’s gotta be a way to break this routine
To distinguish reality from fantasy
It’s making me wanna give it all up
There’s no way to overcome
There’s no way to overcome
[Chorus]
Is this really gonna be the end of me
My own mind, the cause of my suffering
The more I fight, the more I try to break away
The more I deteriorate
[Interlude]
It doesn’t help to walk towards the light
It just brings me further into the dark
I just wish I could feel numb
As my mind tears me apart!
[Breakdown]
[Bridge]
At this rate I’m not gonna last
There’s no way to overcome
[Chorus]
Is this really gonna be the end of me
My own mind, the cause of my suffering
The more I fight, the more I try to break away
(The more I suffer each day)
The more I deteriorate
Deteriorate
[outro]
At this rate I’m not gonna last
At this rate I’m not gonna last!