Fuck life (her)

Fuck it, fuck life, not fuck her, cause she is a poison

Antidote for my heart, but not for my problems

She is a gun shot in the temple, but no hits

Cause she already hurt me a lot, with her lies and her tricks

The one I loved more than myself, gave me everything

And treated me like garbage, without any warning

She played with my emotions, like a game of chess

And checkmated my heart, with her cold, calculating mess

I thought she was my everything, my reason to be

But now I see, she was just a disease

A plague that infected my soul, a virus that spread

And now I'm left to pick up the pieces, of my broken heart and head

I'm trying to move on, to leave the past behind

But her memory still haunts me, like a ghost in my mind

I'm trying to find my way, through the darkness and the pain

But it's hard to let go, when the scars still remain

Maybe someday, I'll find my way again

And learn to love, without the pain

Maybe someday, I'll find my heart again

And learn to trust, without the shame

But until then, I'll just strum this pain

And sing this song, of love and shame

And hope that someday, I'll be free again

From the chains of love, that bound me to this pain