My mind

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Hook

I ran from my mind just to feel okay

One-day peace, then it fade away

Smoke calm my head, make the noise behave

But the war come back when the high decays

Heart too light, but my thoughts too heavy

Smile on lock, but my brain get deadly

I dip for a minute, yeah I regulate

Then I’m right back in it — same damn place

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Verse 1

My head got riffs like electric pain

Thoughts moshing hard in my membrane

I bounce through the day like I’m really straight

But my skull got pits where the demons rage

I light that blunt, let the tempo slow

For a little bit I don’t feel that low

Weed turn screams to background noise

Like turning metal down, not killing the voice

I don’t crash out, I headbang through it

Smile through hell like “yeah, I’m used to it”

Calm feel fake, but I take that chance

‘Cause silence rare in my circumstance

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Hook

I ran from my mind just to feel okay

One-day peace, then it fade away

Smoke calm my head, make the noise behave

But the war come back when the high decays

Heart too light, but my thoughts too heavy

Smile on lock, but my brain get deadly

I dip for a minute, yeah I regulate

Then I’m right back in it — same damn place

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Pre-Chorus (melodic, stretched)

I don’t wanna break, I just wanna mute

Every thought sharp like a power tool

I get one breath, then the sirens play

Distortion back in my brain again

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Verse 2 (bounce + metal overlap)

Guitars scream like my inner talk

808s hit like a panic walk

I stay moving ‘cause if I stop

My thoughts turn pits and my chest get locked

They say “relax,” but they don’t know

My peace come loud with a metal glow

Weed slow time, let my spine unknot

Till reality say “nah, that’s all you got”

I don’t depend, I just manage pain

Different ways just to stay sane

Some scream it out, some pray it away

I float in smoke till the noise decay

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Hook

I ran from my mind just to feel okay

One-day peace, then it fade away

Smoke calm my head, make the noise behave

But the war come back when the high decays

Heart too light, but my thoughts too heavy

Smile on lock, but my brain get deadly

I dip for a minute, yeah I regulate

Then I’m right back in it — same damn place

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Metal Drop / Breakdown

Head full of static

Chest still panic

I don’t escape — I manage damage

(pause half-beat)

YEAH

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Verse 3 (out-of-pocket, fast bounce)

I ain’t suicidal, don’t twist my words

I just tired of fighting internal wars

Every calm moment feel suspicious

‘Cause peace in my life been too inconsistent

I leave my mind like “I’ll be back soon”

Then night pull up like a metal doom

Smoke buy time, it don’t buy freedom

Just help me breathe while I’m still in ‘em

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Final Hook (chanty, metal + bounce)

One-day peace, then it fade away

Smoke in my lungs, keep the edge at bay

I leave my mind just to feel okay

Then I’m right back in it — same day

One-day peace, then it fade away

Distorted thoughts, but I still replay

I leave my mind just to feel okay

Then I’m right