--- Hook I ran from my mind just to feel okay One-day peace, then it fade away Smoke calm my head, make the noise behave But the war come back when the high decays Heart too light, but my thoughts too heavy Smile on lock, but my brain get deadly I dip for a minute, yeah I regulate Then I’m right back in it — same damn place --- Verse 1 My head got riffs like electric pain Thoughts moshing hard in my membrane I bounce through the day like I’m really straight But my skull got pits where the demons rage I light that blunt, let the tempo slow For a little bit I don’t feel that low Weed turn screams to background noise Like turning metal down, not killing the voice I don’t crash out, I headbang through it Smile through hell like “yeah, I’m used to it” Calm feel fake, but I take that chance ‘Cause silence rare in my circumstance --- Hook I ran from my mind just to feel okay One-day peace, then it fade away Smoke calm my head, make the noise behave But the war come back when the high decays Heart too light, but my thoughts too heavy Smile on lock, but my brain get deadly I dip for a minute, yeah I regulate Then I’m right back in it — same damn place --- Pre-Chorus (melodic, stretched) I don’t wanna break, I just wanna mute Every thought sharp like a power tool I get one breath, then the sirens play Distortion back in my brain again --- Verse 2 (bounce + metal overlap) Guitars scream like my inner talk 808s hit like a panic walk I stay moving ‘cause if I stop My thoughts turn pits and my chest get locked They say “relax,” but they don’t know My peace come loud with a metal glow Weed slow time, let my spine unknot Till reality say “nah, that’s all you got” I don’t depend, I just manage pain Different ways just to stay sane Some scream it out, some pray it away I float in smoke till the noise decay --- Hook I ran from my mind just to feel okay One-day peace, then it fade away Smoke calm my head, make the noise behave But the war come back when the high decays Heart too light, but my thoughts too heavy Smile on lock, but my brain get deadly I dip for a minute, yeah I regulate Then I’m right back in it — same damn place --- Metal Drop / Breakdown Head full of static Chest still panic I don’t escape — I manage damage (pause half-beat) YEAH --- Verse 3 (out-of-pocket, fast bounce) I ain’t suicidal, don’t twist my words I just tired of fighting internal wars Every calm moment feel suspicious ‘Cause peace in my life been too inconsistent I leave my mind like “I’ll be back soon” Then night pull up like a metal doom Smoke buy time, it don’t buy freedom Just help me breathe while I’m still in ‘em --- Final Hook (chanty, metal + bounce) One-day peace, then it fade away Smoke in my lungs, keep the edge at bay I leave my mind just to feel okay Then I’m right back in it — same day One-day peace, then it fade away Distorted thoughts, but I still replay I leave my mind just to feel okay Then I’m right

My mind