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Hook
I ran from my mind just to feel okay
One-day peace, then it fade away
Smoke calm my head, make the noise behave
But the war come back when the high decays
Heart too light, but my thoughts too heavy
Smile on lock, but my brain get deadly
I dip for a minute, yeah I regulate
Then I’m right back in it — same damn place
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Verse 1
My head got riffs like electric pain
Thoughts moshing hard in my membrane
I bounce through the day like I’m really straight
But my skull got pits where the demons rage
I light that blunt, let the tempo slow
For a little bit I don’t feel that low
Weed turn screams to background noise
Like turning metal down, not killing the voice
I don’t crash out, I headbang through it
Smile through hell like “yeah, I’m used to it”
Calm feel fake, but I take that chance
‘Cause silence rare in my circumstance
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Hook
I ran from my mind just to feel okay
One-day peace, then it fade away
Smoke calm my head, make the noise behave
But the war come back when the high decays
Heart too light, but my thoughts too heavy
Smile on lock, but my brain get deadly
I dip for a minute, yeah I regulate
Then I’m right back in it — same damn place
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Pre-Chorus (melodic, stretched)
I don’t wanna break, I just wanna mute
Every thought sharp like a power tool
I get one breath, then the sirens play
Distortion back in my brain again
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Verse 2 (bounce + metal overlap)
Guitars scream like my inner talk
808s hit like a panic walk
I stay moving ‘cause if I stop
My thoughts turn pits and my chest get locked
They say “relax,” but they don’t know
My peace come loud with a metal glow
Weed slow time, let my spine unknot
Till reality say “nah, that’s all you got”
I don’t depend, I just manage pain
Different ways just to stay sane
Some scream it out, some pray it away
I float in smoke till the noise decay
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Hook
I ran from my mind just to feel okay
One-day peace, then it fade away
Smoke calm my head, make the noise behave
But the war come back when the high decays
Heart too light, but my thoughts too heavy
Smile on lock, but my brain get deadly
I dip for a minute, yeah I regulate
Then I’m right back in it — same damn place
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Metal Drop / Breakdown
Head full of static
Chest still panic
I don’t escape — I manage damage
(pause half-beat)
YEAH
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Verse 3 (out-of-pocket, fast bounce)
I ain’t suicidal, don’t twist my words
I just tired of fighting internal wars
Every calm moment feel suspicious
‘Cause peace in my life been too inconsistent
I leave my mind like “I’ll be back soon”
Then night pull up like a metal doom
Smoke buy time, it don’t buy freedom
Just help me breathe while I’m still in ‘em
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Final Hook (chanty, metal + bounce)
One-day peace, then it fade away
Smoke in my lungs, keep the edge at bay
I leave my mind just to feel okay
Then I’m right back in it — same day
One-day peace, then it fade away
Distorted thoughts, but I still replay
I leave my mind just to feel okay
Then I’m right
SoviSilentHyena
