Brother

I feel it all spill upon the dirt. Eviscerated and hollow with no blood shed.

The pain is beyond words, surreal and cold.

Everything slowly fades as I become numb.

No longer will your voice fill the room.

Your laughter will only echo in the depths of me.

Your stupid jokes, our arguments just to argue.

My friend, my confidant, partner in crime.

You were the better part of me and everything is less since you left.

Music has lost its rhythm though the tears incessantly flow.

I feel it most in the dark of the night.

I keep calling your name, silence soon answers

Even now I struggle to say it right, so much to say while the words evade me.

I understand your decision and respect your choice though I am still bitter and wonder why you left without goodbye.