**Verse 1:**
I remember the day when the light left her eyes,
Granny’s gone, and with her, my will to survive.
Turned to the shadows, found comfort in the night,
Pills in my pocket, drowning sorrows out of sight.
**Chorus:**
I was lost in the dark, couldn't feel the pain,
Partying 'til dawn, just to numb my brain.
Kissing strangers, one night stands,
In the chaos, I misplaced my plans.
**Verse 2:**
Abusive love, disrespecting myself,
Treated my heart like a book on the shelf.
Lonely nights with a bottle as my friend,
Every high brought me closer to the end.
**Chorus:**
I was lost in the dark, couldn't feel the pain,
Partying 'til dawn, just to numb my brain.
Kissing strangers, one night stands,
In the chaos, I misplaced my plans.
**Bridge:**
But now I'm picking up the pieces, finding my way,
Healing old wounds, facing a new day.
Got a job, starting again,
Leaving behind the shadows of then.
**Chorus:**
I was lost in the dark, couldn't feel the pain,
Partying 'til dawn, just to numb my brain.
Kissing strangers, one night stands,
In the chaos, I misplaced my plans.
**Outro:**
I’m rebuilding myself, one step at a time,
Turning away from the bottle and the lines.
In the mirror, a new reflection,
A soul revived, chasing redemption.