In the dark I am haunted by this life
I am haunted by your eyes
I am haunted by your lies
In my bed in the middle of the night
Where I take off my disguise
And my heart it fills with spite
As the tears fall down and there hot upon my face
Wish I could heavily erase
All the memories in my brain
What is with this pain
Running through my veins
Just wanna escape
Driving me insane
Cant I just breathe?
Without this reminder on my sleeve
Cant I just be?
Without your memory haunting me?
Why can’t I see
All the beauty through this change
Why can’t I be
The person I once was, a shame.
I can’t belong inside another persons arms
Without mistrust
My heart keeps bleeding out
Why won’t
You call
Left me alone left me to fall
Was it a game?
Driving me insane
All this time I wasted
Waiting oh so patient
You came knocking at my door
Im not the same me as before
Confidence it’s in my bones
All this hatred I let go
Now my light begins to show
Dims the darkness you call home
Found the pleasure in the pain
Took control of my own shame
Now Im climbing up to see
All the stars you hid from me
Never knowing where I’ll go
But without you I can grow
All the butterflies with in
Gain there wings, I can begin.