[Verse 1]
We were kids in a small room
Hand-me-down couch, cracked screen glow
You were tracing my name on your notebook
Said I'd be the last one you would ever hold
Now I’m staring at a locked phone
Same hands typing lies in the dark
Every “I love you” you sent me
Had his fingerprints under the heart
[Chorus]
You turned our bed into ashes
Laid with him in the ruins of us
Every promise you made
Was a weapon you hid in my trust
I’m trying to sleep in this grave that we dug
But the dirt’s in my lungs, I can’t breathe this love
You turned our bed into ashes
Now I’m choking on the dust
[Verse 2]
I remember buying cheap wine
Laughing while the rain hit the roof
You were stealing my hoodies, my last fries
Said you’d never steal my truth
Now the same lips call me “baby”
After kissing him goodbye at his door
How you walk in like nothing is broken
When I’m shards all over the floor
[Chorus]
You turned our bed into ashes
Laid with him in the ruins of us
Every promise you made
Was a weapon you hid in my trust
I’m trying to sleep in this grave that we dug
But the dirt’s in my lungs, I can’t breathe this love
You turned our bed into ashes
Now I’m choking on the dust
[Bridge]
You say, “We can fix it, we’ll make it”
How you fix what you chose to erase?
You left bite marks all over my spirit
Then you ask why it hurts when we touch these days (why it hurts)
[Chorus]
You turned our bed into ashes
Laid with him in the ruins of us
Every promise you made
Was a weapon you hid in my trust
I’m trying to sleep in this grave that we dug
But the dirt’s in my lungs, I can’t breathe this love
You turned our bed into ashes
Now I’m leaving you in the dust