Lonely boy

I am waiting for the sun in the dark to shine and the city is waiting for the ship to sale to an port I try to be brave and face all the sadness and have a piece in my life oh....... But I can't forget the past I feel so lonely oh.....oh......oh.......... I feel so lonely I try to fly away from the things but my heart says that I have lost my way and can't even go back I got stuck here in a darkness I feel so lonely oh....oh ......oh...... I feel so lonely oh

.....oh..... I feel so lonely....... I am still in a out of mind trying to imagine that nothing had happened and move on but when I think about my happy moments in the past it feels like that I want to go back into the past and change my future but there is no way back that I got stuck in the middle of my way I feel so lonely oh.....oh.....oh ...... I have told so many lies that no one will find you me but no one will understand my pain that will make my heart into million pieces and the fake smile on my face every time I can't bare them anymore oh....oh......ph....i feel so lonely ohh.....ohhhh..... I feel so lonely..... In the world I clearly hate myself so how could my heart feels so moved? I can't help but when I slowly approaches any one my inexplicable air and shadow makes people suffocate because of me this life is like a frace I feel so lonely.....oh....oh .... I feel so lonely.......oh......oh.... I feel so lonely in the world I have no one left to love me oh.....o I feel so lonely.....