[Intro]
Yeah. Listen close now.
We talked it out, thought we built a bridge today...
But there's a ghost in the circle.
Let's clear the air.
[Verse 1]
We sat down and talked it out, felt a little closer in the gray
But you’re still holding back from the words we need to say
You treat our closeness like a stain upon your sleeve
Washing your hands to walk away clean every single time you leave
I know the baggage is heavy, I know the history is wild
My baby dad is out here acting crazy, acting like a child
He’s pulling strings in the background, trying to rule my life
Telling his best friend's brother who can or cannot be his wife!
[Pre-Chorus]
But I don't deal with the whole family, I'm just trying to explore
A genuine connection right outside of his door
You let his static keep you frozen, let it trigger your guilt
Building up a wall from the rumors he built! (Build the drums!)
[Beat Drop]
(Hey! Hey! Let the freedom ring!)
[Chorus]
'Cause I am done sitting in the torture, done with the push-and-pull routine!
There is nothing dirty in the way I live, my hands and soul are clean!
You want to run from the drama, wash your hands of the spark
Leaving me sexually frustrated, stranded in the dark
My self-worth isn't up for negotiation or your family tree
I’m taking all my power back, setting my spirit free! (Free!)
[Post-Chorus]
Washing it clean, yeah, out of the steam
No more cold boundaries tearing up the dream
The cycle is broken, I'm breaking the chain
Watch me walk away, I'm forgetting the game! (Walk!)
[Verse 2]
Even when the clothes stay on, you act like it's a crime
Retreating to your scripts, wasting all my sacred time
You trigger the desire just to push me back away
Using his crazy warnings to dictate the game we play
But I’m a Sagittarius sun, I’m meant to radiate the light
And I won't let another man's shadow steal my peace tonight!
Go find your revival, go deal with your fears
I bottle up my power, I am done with these tears! (No more!)
[Bridge]
No pullbacks at the altar, no hidden rooms of modern shame
I am standing unbothered, and I'm ending the game!
He doesn't own my timeline, he doesn't rule my space
So stop letting his drama dictate our place! Let's go!
[Chorus]
[Acapella]
I am done sitting in the torture, done with the push-and-pull routine...
There is nothing dirty in the way I live, my hands and soul are clean...
[Full Force Drop]
You want to run from the drama, wash your hands of the spark!
Leaving me sexually frustrated, stranded in the dark!
[Outro]
Sunday school is over. Class dismissed.
Keep your rules. Keep your guilt.
My future is secure. My soul is clean.
Just the light. Just the sun.
(Yeah! Reclaim the crown. Amen.)
[Fade Out]
[End]
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