*(Verse 1)*
At night I always wish to die,
Every day, every hour, every minute, every second,
I keep wishing to be taken away,
Doesn’t matter if it’s hell or the heavens above,
I just don’t wanna be here anymore,
I’m lost in the echoes of a silent roar.
*(Pre-Chorus)*
In the crowd, I’m a ghost,
Invisible, but I feel it the most,
My heart’s racing, a bitter thrill,
Caught in this maze of anxiety still.
*(Chorus)*
My hands shake every time I’m with many,
Or with somebody new, it feels so heavy,
I just wanna disappear, fade into the night,
Shaking, sweating, drowning in this fight.
It’s my anxiety, pulling me down,
Heart tightening, I’m about to drown,
Falling, falling, can’t find my ground,
In this energetic chaos, I’m lost and found.
*(Verse 2)*
Every breath feels like a battle cry,
Caught in the storm, I’m just trying to fly,
But the weight of the world, it presses me flat,
I’m screaming inside, can you hear me? Where you at?
The lights blur, shadows dance in my mind,
Fighting these demons, but I’m running out of time.
*(Pre-Chorus)*
In the silence, the whispers grow loud,
Fading away, lost in the crowd,
My heart’s racing, I’m losing control,
Caught in this whirlwind, it’s taking its toll.
*(Chorus)*
My hands shake every time I’m with many,
Or with somebody new, it feels so heavy,
I just wanna disappear, fade into the night,
Shaking, sweating, drowning in this fight.
It’s my anxiety, pulling me down,
Heart tightening, I’m about to drown,
Falling, falling, can’t find my ground,
In this energetic chaos, I’m lost and found.
*(Bridge)*
But there’s a spark in the dark,
A flicker of hope, a whisper, a mark,
Maybe someday, I’ll break these chains,
Find the strength in the storm, dance through the pain.
*(Chorus)*
My hands shake every time I’m with many,
Or with somebody new, it feels so heavy,
I just wanna disappear, fade into the night,
Shaking, sweating, drowning in this fight.
It’s my anxiety, pulling me down,
Heart tightening, I’m about to drown,
Falling, falling, can’t find my ground,
In this energetic chaos, I’m lost and found.
*(Outro)*
At night I always wish to die,
But maybe tomorrow, I’ll learn to fly,
Every hour, every minute, every second I’ll fight,
In this melancholy rock, I’ll find my light.
Afufu
