I always thought
i needed
Validity
Validation from outside until i was left with no option but to look
In
Into myself.
I don't know how.
I did it
But
I did it.
Maybe it's time
Maybe it's time
I reached out
Now that i feel
Better
Abit more together
I will love you forever
People think
They have all the fuckin answers.
The Audacity
To look down their nose at me.
Like they could've done better
Go ahead and try it then
If it's so easy
I go and sit by the waterfall
Sit with it all
For a lil while.
And get around to being alone with you
Sad but true
What would you say to me
If you were sat next to me on this bench right now?
What would you do in my situation?
What would it be that you'd come up with
I wanna know but i'll never know because
I'll never ask
I'm so close
To winding up
Where i've been before
Where you go
Nobody wants to know
I have been here too many times before
Homeless nowhere to go
Feeling that sinkin feeling of hopelessness Helplessness
I'm so tired of feelin this way
Sick of this Weight
Weighing heavy on me
Like a chest plate of armour
Armour so shiny you could see
Your reflection in it
If you think you know
Think again
If you think you know me
Think Again
I looked inside and i
Mistaken myself for a monster
A monster
But instead i Found a warrior
When It's time
I will put you beside me
Divide n conquer......baby
We divide
We conquer
Logic always wins when you wanna play a game with us
You better think twice
Before you play with what you'll never understand
Fuck around and find out
All the deeper reasons
Change with the seasons
Sun rise leads into sun set
Principle
Purpose
Value
Respect
Nothing more, nothing less
If only you knew
What you mean to me
A bond
So unbreakable
So unshakeable
It's just about
Bearable
It just took time and distance to
Be
Manifested
I needed time and to find a space
To find my.
Direction.
Balance
Balance but in
Equal measure
Would it be fair?
After all these years apart
Forcably forcing to believe that lie
I feel fine
All Brand New
Knowing a massive part of me is with you
I never hit rock bottom
I fell into the hand of my
Higher self.
I never hit rockbottom
I just fell
Into the hand
Of my
Higher Self
BobbyJ2336
