I needed the truth from someone on the outside
I needed answers that i couldn't find at the time because parts just didn't make any logical sense but that's when clarity hit
Holy shit
It's only when you let the rope fall that you'll truly know
I put my feet on the floor and i stood and just let this feeling sit
I just stood there
Motionless
Emotionless
For a moment
A moment
Everything stood still
Did someone on the otherside
Someone up there lookin down
Someone looking out for me from above
Pressed alt and deleted
Deleted you from my hard drive
It's something i started to recognise a little while back
When it happeneds it's usually for my own good
So i learned to live with it
Lean in
Gain a greater understanding of the unimaginable
Some say it's a gift
Some say it's a curse
Some use it to hurt
Some to seek and destroy
Some don't know
Some don't want to but
I know everything i need to and that's something
Only two people know and i know that they get it
They get it but never use it against me
They've watched me change
When i'm in pain
When the monster in me takes the lead
They know how to take him away
Take him away
I can't be like this
I can't be get out of fight mode
I just wanna spread my wings and take flight
Soften into you
Trusting
Means taking all this armour off i didn't put on It's served me well
It's protected me
From the attacks from all angles
From multiple enemies
I just needed the truth from someone on the outside
I needed guidelines
Guidence i could follow
From someone much wiser than i
I needed that gentle nudge
To knock me off the path that i was headed
Too many close shaves to be coincidence
Too many lucky escapes to just pass it off as luck
Yeah life might suck like fuck but look
Just look
Look
I did it
You did it
We did it
BobbyJ2336
