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Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Phone face down on the carpet
Buzzing like a trapped fly
Another "you okay?" message
I just tell them "I'm fine"
All my friends getting apartments
Posting keys
Crooked smiles
I'm in my childhood bedroom
Counting cracks in the tiles
[Chorus]
I think I'm having a breakdown
Growing up is getting loud
Every thought a smashed-up window
Every promise just falls out
I used to dream about this
Now I’m screaming in the crowd
I think I’m having a breakdown
Growing up is getting loud (so loud)
[Verse 2]
Moms talk kids in the checkout
I buy cereal and wine
Scroll past wedding invitations
Mute the ones who look alive
Dad keeps saying "you’ll get there"
Like there’s a map in his hands
But every coffee shop conversation
Sounds like static and plans
[Chorus]
I think I'm having a breakdown
Growing up is getting loud
Every thought a smashed-up window
Every promise just falls out
I used to dream about this
Now I’m screaming in the crowd
I think I’m having a breakdown
Growing up is getting loud (too loud)
[Bridge]
Is this what we waited for?
Trading stars for office floors
Call it progress
Call it worse
Wear a smile like a borrowed shirt
[Chorus]
I think I'm having a breakdown
Growing up is getting loud
Every thought a smashed-up window
Every promise just falls out
We used to dream about this
Now we’re screaming in the crowd
I think we're having a breakdown
Growing up is getting loud (so loud, so loud)
Details
GeneratedMar 5, 2026
Duration2:52
LanguageEnglish
Style
rock, Female vocals over a hybrid pop-punk / post-punk band: chorus hits with bright distorted guitars, tight drums, and gang shouts; verses pull back into hazy ambient pads and chorus-drenched bass. Energy swings from fragile and whispered to ragged and yelling. Final chorus adds octave-doubled lead, trashy ride cymbal, and a wall of feedback that rings out., pop, post-punk, ambient, punk, pop punk
Credits
Prompt byFaLleNAngEL
ModelAria v5
Prompt
Having a mental breakdown, think how bad it is growing up, pop, pop punk, punk, post-punk, ambient, rock, female
