Breaking Point

Yeah…

I think I get it now.

I wasn’t failing… I was just alone.

And that’s not love

when only one person fights.

I waited for you to meet me halfway…

but you never did.

I kept telling myself it would change,

that someday you’d see me the way I saw you…

but I was the only one looking.

It was always you—your pain, your truth.

But mine never mattered.

You hurt me and I still apologized

just to keep us going.

Every fight, I was the blame,

every silence, I was the problem.

I kept hoping you’d change,

but you kept breaking what I fixed,

like I was built to hold your damage.

I started losing myself

and you called it “fine.”

Like my silence meant I was okay.

But I was disappearing slowly,

and you never even noticed.

I walked on eggshells at home,

love started feeling like pain.

I gave you my heart,

you gave me doubt.

I bent until I broke.

Now you ask why I’m cold…

you already know.

I can’t drown to keep you afloat.

I can’t keep bleeding for us both.

I’m at my breaking point, breaking point,

I can’t take no more.

All this back and forth,

I’m done keeping score.

You can keep it, I don’t want it,

all the drama, all the noise.

I gave you everything—

it still wasn’t enough.

I’m at my breaking point, breaking point,

my heart don’t feel the same.

You pushed me past the limit—

don’t ask me who’s to blame.

I tried…

but you can’t break someone

and expect them to stay.

Not this time…

not anymore.

I dropped everything for you,

but you walked away when I needed you.

You made me feel guilty for needing love,

like I was asking for too much.

Everything became a fight,

even the way I breathed around you.

I got tired of explaining,

tired of fixing what you broke,

tired of being the only one trying.

Your “I’ll change” sounded like goodbye,

every time you said it.

And I believed it… every time.

I’m at my breaking point, breaking point,

I can’t take no more.

All this back and forth,

I’m done keeping score.

You can keep it, I don’t want it,

all the drama, all the noise.

I gave you everything—

it still wasn’t enough.

I’m at my breaking point, breaking point,

my heart don’t feel the same.

You pushed me past the limit—

don’t ask me who’s to blame.

I tried…

but you can’t break someone

and expect them to stay.

I left long before I left.I stopped trying when nothing changed.

I used to lose sleep for you—now I don’t even think of you at night.

I didn’t stop loving you overnight…I just got tired of hurting,tired of hoping,tired of waiting for a version of you that never came.

A heart can only take so much,before it learns to let go.

Mine did.

Don’t call me selfish for choosing me.Don’t call me heartless for leaving.

I don’t hate you…I just have nothing left to give.

That’s what hurts—the love gone,and I watched it leave.

If you wonder when I stopped loving you…it was when I felt small for loving you too much,and still not being enough.