This pain that feels unreal

Verse

I’ve been hurt before

But not like this

I didn’t know pain

Could exist like this

It sits in my chest

It won’t let me breathe

Feels like my heart

Is breaking quietly

Pre-C

Then it hits me again

Out of nowhere, out of blue

That you’re not coming back

And there’s nothing I can do

Chorus

I didn’t know

Love could kill inside

Every breath, every thought,

every night

I’ve felt pain before

But not like this kind

I didn’t know

I’d shatter so deep

I’ve known hurt before

But this won’t let me sleep

Verse

It hurts in my body

It hurts in my bones

I feel it when I’m breathing

When I’m all alone

If this is grief

I wasn’t prepared

I didn’t know love

Could hurt like this

Pre-C

If this is real

I don’t want it

If this is life

I don’t understand it

Chorus

I didn’t know

Love could kill inside

Every breath, every thought,

every night

I’ve felt pain before

But not like this kind

I didn’t know

I’d shatter so deep

I’ve known hurt before

But this won’t let me sleep

I’d give anything

Just to get you back

I’ll live with the pain

I’ll take that deal

I don’t wanna feel

This pain that feels unreal

I can’t breathe, I can’t see

How a world so loud

Feels so empty

I call your name

It doesn’t sound

Like you ever even lived here now

I don’t know how to move

I don’t know how to stay

I just know the room is empty

And I can’t make it go away

I don’t want tomorrow

I don’t want to be strong

All I need is you

Not to be gone

All I need is you

Not to be gone

Final Chorus

I didn’t know

Love could kill inside

Every breath, every thought,

every night

I’ve felt pain before

But not like this kind

I didn’t know

I’d shatter so deep

I’ve known hurt before

But this won’t let me sleep