My Mind is My Worst Enemy

Yuh-yuh-yuh-yuh
Oh-na-na-na
…
Stayin’ up all night 
Tryna put the pieces together 
Wish I never met you 
Wish I had met my father
And have a beautiful relationship 

My mind is my worse enemy 
Tryna confuse me
Giving me false hope
And the people I meet are shallow
Like their personalities 

Feels like I have multiple of me
It’s like they are survivalists 
Tryna get out of this firey pit
Tryna control my anger
But it’s like thunder 

Having battles with my past ghosts
Wanna hit my head with a bedpost
Done trying, ain’t surviving 
Hate that my mind is my biggest enemy 
…
Oh-na-na-na

(Hate how my mind can play games)

I wanna scream
I wanna cry
But ever since that night
I’ve kept it all inside

The words replay
They ain’t fading away

And when I try to be cool and collected
My brain wants to go off
And be wicked

It’s crazy how my mind is my worse enemy 

(Oh lord)

(I hope you know)

Just hope y’all know

(I’m tired of fighting this battle alone)

(And I hope)

I just hope

(That you see all the damage you’ve done to me)

If anyone is there,
Hearing these words, 
Just know…
You ain’t alone….

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