My Mind is My Worst Enemy

Yuh-yuh-yuh-yuh

Oh-na-na-na

…

Stayin’ up all night

Tryna put the pieces together

Wish I never met you

Wish I had met my father

And have a beautiful relationship

My mind is my worse enemy

Tryna confuse me

Giving me false hope

And the people I meet are shallow

Like their personalities

Feels like I have multiple of me

It’s like they are survivalists

Tryna get out of this firey pit

Tryna control my anger

But it’s like thunder

Having battles with my past ghosts

Wanna hit my head with a bedpost

Done trying, ain’t surviving

Hate that my mind is my biggest enemy

…

Oh-na-na-na

(Hate how my mind can play games)

I wanna scream

I wanna cry

But ever since that night

I’ve kept it all inside

The words replay

They ain’t fading away

And when I try to be cool and collected

My brain wants to go off

And be wicked

It’s crazy how my mind is my worse enemy

(Oh lord)

(I hope you know)

Just hope y’all know

(I’m tired of fighting this battle alone)

(And I hope)

I just hope

(That you see all the damage you’ve done to me)

If anyone is there,

Hearing these words,

Just know…

You ain’t alone….