This mirror again

MIRRORS

Yeah…

I always find myself standing in the mirror alone

When everything goes wrong and I got nowhere to go

Mirror, mirror, tell me why I’m still seeing you

In the cracks, in the glass, in the things we used to do

I was next to you in hell, but I burned there on my own

Had your hand inside my hand, still couldn’t make it home

Mirror, mirror, every time I meet my eyes

I see the love we couldn’t save, I see the last goodbye

You were there when I broke down, I was there when you cried

But when everything went wrong, I was alone inside

Late nights, bathroom light, shadows on my face

Underneath that pale glow, swore we’d find a way

You said forever—I believed it like a fool

Now forever’s just a word that always leads to you

I watched you fall apart, tried to hold you through the pain

You watched me lose myself, tried to love me through the rain

We were young, scared, broken, full of pride

Had a whole damn future, couldn’t keep it alive

I still search for you whenever I walk inside

Like you’ll be standing there, waiting by my side

I turn around—nothing but an empty room

Funny how four walls still belong to you

Mirror, mirror, tell me why I’m still seeing you

In the cracks, in the glass, in the things we used to do

I was next to you in hell, but I burned there on my own

Had your hand inside my hand, still couldn’t make it home

Mirror, mirror, every time I meet my eyes

I see the love we couldn’t save, I see the last goodbye

You were there when I broke down, I was there when you cried

But when everything went wrong, I was alone inside

I remember your voice when the whole world got too loud

You were the only one I never had to talk around

Now I talk to empty rooms, hoping you can hear

Every word I swallowed down, every truth I couldn’t face

Maybe I was too fucked up to be what you needed

Maybe you got tired of waiting for me to be different

I don’t blame you for the distance, I just hate the way it feels

When the one you love becomes the one you cannot reach

I see you in the mirror every time I meet my eyes

Like a ghost from a life I still can’t leave behind

I’m sick of telling everybody I’m doing fucking fine

When every night without you feels like losing you again

If I could go back, I’d hold you a little longer

Tell you I was scared instead of acting like I’m stronger

Your demons weren’t mine, mine weren’t yours to heal

You deserved a better me, someone who could make you feel

Mirror, mirror, now I’m finally seeing me

Not the boy who couldn’t save us, not the ghost you left in me

I was next to you in hell, but I burned there on my own

Had your hand inside my hand, still couldn’t make it home

Mirror, mirror, I can’t change the last goodbye

But I see the love we had reflected in my eyes

You were there when I broke down, I was there when you cried

Now I’m letting go of us so I can stay alive

Mirror, mirror, if I’m still seeing you

It’s because every broken piece sti