Here for you

No pen, no loose leaf, just thoughts in my head accumulating.

Pushing me down feeling like I am suffocating.

Stuck in this rut, no one to help becomes isolating.

Crying out for God, on his word I am meditating.

I'm not nailed to a cross but still a father and son are separating.

Feeling like my heart is being ripped out and old demons are instigating.

Pushing for a reaction that they would find stimulating.

Are you seeing the picture that I am illustrating?

Son hatred between us is devastating.

Ooooo ooooo ooooooo

Daddy, I love you

Daddy you're my hero,

Thanks for showing up for me.

To…

Daddy I hate you

Daddy you're a zero

Can you just get away from me?

Just know I love you

And ill always be here for you.

All the things that have happened reminds me of a couple lessons I’ve learned,

Gonna try to teach them to you because I am concerned.

“If your dog suddenly starts barking at you

Good chance someone else is giving him food to chew”

Moral… betrayal often comes from the closest places.

Similar to the lies from your face, not sure what the case is.

Lesson number two, “a cow and snake may share the same water,

But one gives you milk and the other gives you toxin that hits harder.

Moral… your value is not decided by what you receive, but who you are inside.

Are you loyal, honest these are just a couple things i’ve tried

To teach you on the path that you are currently on.

Ooooo ooooo ooooooo

Daddy, I love you

Daddy you're my hero,

Thanks for showing up for me.

To…

Daddy I hate you

Daddy you're a zero

Can you just get away from me?

Just know I love you

And ill always be here for you.

Gonna wrap this up a with a tight little bow,

Honestly I don’t know how this is gonna go.

From what you have shown me is that you can't grow.

Lying to everyone is all that you know.

Bending over backwards to give you chance after chance,

But you keep pushing, doing the same ol song and dance.

Killing me that you have to be in that place,

Having to make choices that keep the whole family safe.

Stabbing, setting fire to the house, to stealing a twenty-two,

I can’t have you around, simply put I don’t trust you.

Doesn’t mean I have given up or lost hope,

Wanting you to find the tools needed to help you cope.

I am gonna continue to pray and trust God has a plan,

So that one day, you will grow up to be a fine young man.

I love you more than you will ever know.

Ooooo ooooo ooooooo

Daddy, I love you

Daddy you're my hero,

Thanks for showing up for me.

To…

Daddy I hate you

Daddy you're a zero

Can you just get away from me?

Just know I love you

And ill always be here for you.

Oooooooo…..oooooo….ooooo

Hmmmm…..hmmmmm……hmmmm

Ooooo ooooo ooooooo

Daddy, I love you

Daddy you're my hero,

Thanks for showing up for me.

To…

Daddy I hate you

Daddy you're a zero

Can you just get away from me?

Just know I love you

And ill always be here for you.