[Verse 1]
Four months
Feels like four lifetimes
Staring at your chair
like it's gonna start talking one time
Breakfast gone cold
Phone in my hand, thumb scrolling
Looking for a text from a ghost
mind frozen
You taught me
Stand tall, keep my chin high
Now I’m bent over the sink
asking “why” to the sky
Every laugh feel fake
Every night feel long
I ain’t been the same
since the day you were gone
[Chorus]
I miss you in the morning
miss you when I’m falling asleep
Reach out in the darkness
but you’re just out of my reach
I’m tryna be strong
but I’m breaking underneath
I wish that I could see you
just one more week
Miss you in the morning
miss you when I’m trying to eat
Staring at your picture
talk to it like you can hear me
I ain’t been the same
since you left me here, believe
I wish that I could see you
just one more week
[Verse 2]
I replay old talks
like a movie in my head
You saying “son, you got this”
now it’s silence in the bed
Family asking how I’m doing
I just nod, say “fine”
But they don’t see I’m fighting
every thought in my mind
I smell your cologne
out the blue, it hit strong
Swear I turned round quick
thought you’d walk down the hall
I got anger in my chest
tears hiding in my jaw
Trying not to drown
but this hurt run raw
[Bridge]
Did you see me break down in the driveway?
Did you hear me cuss God in the hallway? (yeah)
If you looking from above, can you guide me?
’Cause the man you built up feel tiny
[Chorus]