Demons control the weather

Verse 1

I wake up with the thunder in my chest,

Lightning burns through every regret.

I swear I’m reaching for the light,

But the storm keeps me locked inside the night.

Pre-Chorus

I make my vows, I try to stand,

But the rain falls heavy from my own hands.

Chorus

I wanna do better, I swear I try,

But my demons control the weather in the sky.

Every cloud that rolls, every hard rain fall,

Feels like the weight of it all.

I wanna do better, I swear I do,

But the storm keeps breaking me in two.

Verse 2

Every promise I’ve broken, every road I’ve burned,

Are lessons I can’t seem to learn.

You hold the sun, but I hold the rain,

And I’m drowning in my own shame.

Pre-Chorus

I reach for you, but I slip again,

The wind cuts deep like a long lost friend.

Chorus

I wanna do better, I swear I try,

But my demons control the weather in the sky.

Every cloud that rolls, every hard rain fall,

Feels like the weight of it all.

I wanna do better, I swear I do,

But the storm keeps breaking me in two.

Bridge

One day the thunder’s gonna fade,

One day I’ll see a brighter day.

But until I find my shelter here,

I’ll keep fighting through the flood and fear.

Final Chorus

I wanna do better, I swear I try,

But my demons control the weather in the sky.

Still I’ll stand in the rain, let it wash me clean,

’Til the sun breaks through and I’m finally free.

Outro (soft, fading)

I wanna do better…

But my demons… control the weather.