(Soft ambient intro, distorted heartbeat, low bass rumble)
(Verse 1)
Woke up heavy but the sky looked gold
Middle finger to the fear I hold
Every scar got a price I paid
Every demon I never outran
I been numb, yeah I played it safe
Dead inside with a smiling face
But tonight I’m done with that
Let it hit, let it fucking crack
(Atmosphere swells, percussion creeping in)
(Pre-Chorus)
If it hurts then it means I’m here
I ain’t running from the tears
I don’t wanna fade away
Let it burn, I’ll fucking stay
(Snare build, bass rising)
(Chorus)
I just wanna feel something
Even if it rips me open
Let the light come crashing in
Through the chaos in my skin
If it’s love, if it’s pain
If it drives me half insane
Turn it up, no restraints
I wanna feel it in my veins
(Big drop, heavy synths, vocal layers)
(Verse 2)
City lights got me wired tight
Like a fuse about to ignite
Every touch like a loaded gun
Every kiss like I’m on the run
I was floating like I don’t care
Now I’m gasping for fucking air
Color bleeding into my bones
Finally feels like I’m home
(Drums cut, vocal echo)
(Pre-Chorus)
Yeah it shakes but I’m standing tall
Better that than feel nothing at all
I don’t wanna numb the sound
Let it tear me down
(Build, vocal chops repeating “feel that shit, feel that shit”)
(Chorus)
I just wanna feel something
Even if it breaks me open
Let the light come crashing in
Through the chaos in my skin
If it’s love, if it’s pain
If it leaves a scar or stain
Turn it up, no restraints
I wanna feel it in my veins
(Breakdown, distorted piano)
(Bridge)
No more hiding from the wave
Fuck being safe
If it drowns me, let it be
At least it swallowed me
(Final explosive drop)
(Final Chorus)
I just wanna feel something
Heartbeat wild and thundering
If I fall, let me fall
I don’t fear the suffering
If it’s love, if it’s pain
If it drives me half insane
Turn it up, no restraints
I wanna feel it in my veins
(Outro, heavy breathing, fading heartbeat)
Rezin
