[Verse 1]
Cold air in my lungs
Same bed
You’re gone
Phone face-down
Screen on
Your ghost in every song
First laugh in that old car
First kiss in the parking lot
Your hands were a home once
Now it’s a place I’m not
[Chorus]
I feel numb
Like I’m buried in my skin
Every lie you ever told
Still crawling in
I remember when your touch
Was the only thing I missed
Now I flinch at every hand
Since you left me like this
[Verse 2]
Friends talk
I just drift
Eyes open
I still slip
Names blur
Days smear
I’m here
But I’m not here
You said “forever”
On my chest
Now that word just
Burns and bends
Your goodbye’s on rewind
Can’t press stop
Can’t pretend
[Chorus]
I feel numb
Like I’m buried in my skin
Every lie you ever told
Still crawling in
I remember when your touch
Was the only thing I missed
Now I flinch at every hand
Since you left me like this
[Bridge]
Forgotten in your new world
Like I never even tried
You’re laughing in your pictures
I’m still choking on goodbyes
Hated how you broke me
But I’d still take one last hit
One last kiss
One last look
Then disappear with it
[Chorus]
I feel numb
Like I’m buried in my skin
Every lie you ever told
Still crawling in
I remember when your touch
Was the only thing I miss
So I push away all love
Since you left me like this