[Verse 1]
We were sparks in the parking lot
Love at first sight
You laughed
Cherry lip gloss
Midnight talk
Hands in my hoodie
You asked
First time kiss under broken light
Thought that was it for my life
Now I scroll through the proof at 3 am
Every word you said feels like a lie
[Chorus]
Now I’m dead awake
Heart still beating but it’s fake
You were touching him in your mind
While you were lying on my side
I’m lost
I’m numb
I’m hollow
Can’t find a day to follow
You were mine in every picture I’m deleting
Guess you cheated me in feelings
[Verse 2]
You said “it’s nothing
Just a friend”
But your smile hit different then
Little inside jokes I wasn’t in
Guess that’s where the end began
I remember every stupid gift
Every night we almost fixed
Now I choke on the good we had
Like smoke I can’t forget
[Chorus]
Now I’m dead awake
Heart still beating but it’s fake
You were touching him in your mind
While you were lying on my side
I’m lost
I’m numb
I’m hollow
Can’t find a day to follow
You were mine in every picture I’m deleting
Guess you cheated me in feelings
[Bridge]
Waking up hurts more than dreams
In my sleep
You’re still with me (oh)
Open eyes
Same empty bed
Same heavy chest
Same heavy head
Tell me how I move along
When every street still sings our song
I’m soulless in your old coat
Carrying a love you already broke
[Chorus]
Now I’m dead awake
Heart still beating but it’s fake
You were touching him in your mind
While you were lying on my side
I’m lost
I’m numb
I’m hollow
Can’t find a day to follow
You were mine in every picture I’m deleting
Guess you cheated me in feelings
Guess you cheated me in feelings (yeah)