[Verse 1]
Alarm clock bites
I stare at the ceiling
Count every second
Still can’t name the feeling
Brush in my hand
Like it weighs ten pounds
Sink full of dishes
Same small war ground
I text back late
“Yeah, I’m on my way”
But I’m still in the hallway
Trying to make my face
Look like I slept
Look like I’m fine
Whole day’s a mountain
And I’m short on time
[Pre-Chorus]
Try to move
Try to breathe
Every little thing
Feels bigger than me
Tie my shoes
Step outside
I’m fighting a storm
In a regular life
[Chorus]
I’m still here
Still here
Barely, but I’m here
I’m still here
Still here
Making it through fear
Take it one more hour
One more mile
One more breath
One small smile
I’m still here
Still here
I’m still here
[Verse 2]
At the grocery line
I forget my pin
Blank little moment
Then I’m back in it
Fluorescent hum
Cart wheel squeak
I smile at the clerk
Like I’m not too weak
At work I nod
When my name gets called
Brain in a fog
But I don’t fall
I keep the receipts
Keep the keys in place
Fold up the hurt
Before I show my face
[Pre-Chorus]
Try to move
Try to breathe
Every little thing
Feels bigger than me
Hands in pockets
Jaw locked tight
I’m fighting a storm
In a regular life
[Chorus]
I’m still here
Still here
Barely, but I’m here
I’m still here
Still here
Making it through fear
Take it one more hour
One more mile
One more breath
One small smile
I’m still here
Still here
I’m still here
[Bridge]
Some days I don’t win
I just don’t quit
Leave the room shaking
Then come back in it
Phone on the table
Light on the wall
I call for help
When I start to fall
And if you know me
Don’t ask me to perform
Just sit in the weather
Sit through the storm
Stay in the car
Walk me to the door
I don’t need fixing
I need a floor
[Chorus]
I’m still here
Still here
Barely, but I’m here
I’m still here
Still here
Making it through fear
Take it one more hour
One more mile
One more breath
One small smile
I’m still here
Still here
I’m still here