[Intro]
Yeah, it's that midnight grip, heavy on my soul,
Trying to fight the shadows, living up, living low.
Damn these demons, lurking in my mind,
Every damn night, they remind me I'm confined.
[Verse 1]
Sunrise, I gotta fake it, smile for the world,
Behind closed doors, my inner demon's curled.
Living with a battle, yeah, I fight every day,
But at night, the monsters come out to play.
Pain behind my eyes, depression's grip so tight,
Wishing I could change me, but I’m trapped in this fight.
Fake laugh, fake love, mask on, no one sees,
Cursed with this darkness, drowning in these seas.
[Pre-Chorus]
Wish I could turn off this pain, switch the damn pain switch,
But I’m stuck with these scars, these thoughts that bitch.
Living every damn day just to survive the night,
Hoping someday I can finally see the light.
[Chorus]
I’m alive but I’m barely breathing, screaming within,
Hiding my pain, fighting the sins.
Every day I put on the act, but I’m torn apart,
Living with depression’s curse, a broken heart.
F*** this shit, I gotta keep moving, stay brave,
But these demons, they crave to make me their slave.
Living with the darkness, craving the dawn,
Wish I could find where I went wrong.
[Bridge]
Night falls, and I’m back in the hell I know,
Trying to find my way through the undertow.
Sometimes I feel like I’m losing my damn mind,
But I fight to keep the peace, leave the darkness behind.
[Outro]
So I walk this road with wounds unseen,
Living everyday just to keep my soul clean.
Demons may lurk, but I refuse to fall,
This is my fight, my life, my all.
Yeah, I’m rebuilding from the inside out,
Fighting every damn doubt, screaming, no doubt.
