His slutty girlfriend

i’ve got that wandering heart syndrome

yeah, i get bored in my own bed

every time stability whispers

i go chasing something louder instead

army boys with their sharp edges

i swear they pull me like a magnet

i’ll say i’m done, then lose my focus

fall into another bad habit

and i know it’s messed up

how i make storms out of thin air

he gives me everything he can

but i still run off somewhere

’cause i’m his slutty girlfriend

i break rules just to feel alive

i get high on all their dog tags

then cry in his passenger side

i say sorry ’cause i mean it

but i can’t outrun the shit i crave

i’m a wildfire with no filter

he’s the only one who stays

look, i know my patterns are poison

i know i’m reckless with my trust

i keep saying i’ll be better

then i ruin everything for lust

i call it night ops, training,

little lies i use to save face

but he reads me like a mission map

he sees guilt written on my face

and i’m trying, but i’m wired

like a fuse that loves to spark

he’s the calm i run home to

after lighting up the dark

’cause i’m his slutty girlfriend

i break rules just to feel alive

i get high on all their dog tags

then cry in his passenger side

i say sorry ’cause i mean it

but i can’t outrun the shit i crave

i’m a wildfire with no filter

he’s the only one who stays

and yeah, i keep chasing trouble

like i need something bigger to hold

like i’m built for the battlefield pressure

and home’s too quiet, too controlled

i call it stretching my boundaries,

but we both know what that really means

i go looking for sparks he can’t give me

so i run to those war machine dreams

i swear i hate the way i hurt him

hate the way i self-destruct

but once i taste that danger

i forget everything but the rush

and when the thrill finally fades out

i’m left shaking on the floor

so i come back knocking softly

hoping he’ll still open the door

i’m toxic, i admit it

i’m a fire he shouldn’t touch

he deserves someone steady

not a girl who feels too much

but he holds me when i’m fragile

when my sins catch up to me

even when i’m breaking him

he still loves what i can’t be

’cause i’m his slutty girlfriend

i break rules just to feel alive

i get high on all their dog tags

then cry in his passenger side

i say sorry ’cause i mean it

but i can’t outrun the shit i crave

i’m a wildfire with no filter

he’s the only one who stays

yeah, i’m his slutty girlfriend

and he shouldn’t, but he forgives

i run wild all over the world

but he’s the only place i live