[Verse 1]
Mascara on your hoodie strings
You said forever in the Burger King
Then left my texts on read for weeks
I learned to sleep between the peaks
Tiny pills in a jewelry box
Chart my moods like ticking clocks
Kiss me sweet
Then pull the pin
You call it love
I call it spin
[Chorus]
I'm a trust fall in the bathroom stall
Crying at a high school bathroom wall
Writing "Brooke was here" in a cracked red heart
Trying not to come apart
I'm a maybe
I'm a meltdown
Pretty when I'm burning down
If you stay
You better learn my cues
I'm a bipolar girl with trust issues
[Verse 2]
You say "chill
" I hear "you're too much"
So I flinch at every gentle touch
Screenshots saved like little knives
Proof that people leave my life
I joke about my broken brain
So it lands before the pain
If I push you
Will you bolt?
Or hold my shaking thunderbolt
[Chorus]
I'm a trust fall in the bathroom stall
Crying at a high school bathroom wall
Writing "Brooke was here" in a cracked red heart
Trying not to come apart
I'm a maybe
I'm a meltdown
Pretty when I'm burning down
If you stay
You better learn my cues
I'm a bipolar girl with trust issues
[Bridge]
Do you love me
When I'm quiet
When the high is
On a diet
When I'm flatline
In your arms
No wild eyes
No alarms (tell me)
[Chorus]
I'm a trust fall in the bathroom stall
Crying at a high school bathroom wall
Writing "Brooke was here" so I don't erase
Every piece of me you chased
I'm a maybe
I'm a meltdown
Pretty when I'm burning down
If you stay
Don't say you'll never choose
Just hold this bipolar girl with trust issues