Where Do I Belong?

Feel like my mind is cracking

Hairline fractures in my thoughts

I keep saying "I'm fine

I'm fine"

But my voice comes out in fragments

I'm trying

I swear I'm trying

Hours blur into each other

And I still can't name this feeling

Where do I belong?

Say it out loud

It still feels wrong

What’s my purpose

When every road I choose feels crooked

Think I'm broken

Like something slipped and never reset

Where do I belong

Where do I belong

I scroll through faces

Everybody looks so certain

Like they read some secret manual

I never got handed

I change my clothes

Change my tone

Change the way I laugh at jokes

Still feel like a stranger

In every room I enter

Where do I belong?

Say it out loud

It still feels wrong

What’s my purpose

When every road I choose feels crooked

Think I'm broken

Like something slipped and never reset

Where do I belong

Where do I belong

Maybe I'm not broken

Just unfinished

Just mid-sentence

Still searching for the part of me

That isn’t built on expectations

If this is the falling apart

Maybe it’s also the starting line

Maybe I don’t need an answer

To take one small step this time