[Intro – quiet, breaking]
God… if You’re there…
I don’t know how to do this on my own…
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[Verse 1]
Streetlights flicker while I’m losing sleep
Every thought got a hold on me
Mama said, “Just fall to your knees”
But I don’t even know what to speak
Bible sitting by the bed untouched
I been scared that I messed up too much
Every prayer feels like it won’t go through
Like the sky just closes on You
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[Pre-Chorus – building tension]
If You’re listening, I’m calling out
I don’t got the words, I just need You now
I been running, I been breaking down
I don’t wanna be this man right now
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[Chorus – explosive, pleading]
Don’t let me go, I’m slipping fast
I’m holding on but I won’t last
I need Your hand to pull me through
‘Cause I can’t save myself from me and You
I’m crying out through all this pain
If You still hear me, say my name
I don’t need signs, I just need truth
God, I need help… I’m reaching for You
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[Verse 2]
I pushed away everything You gave
Turned Your love into my escape
Tried to fill every empty space
Now I’m drowning in my mistakes
There was someone who believed in me
Saw the man I could never be
Told me grace don’t run away
But I chose darkness anyway
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[Pre-Chorus – more desperate]
Now I’m on my knees in the dead of night
Saying anything just to make it right
If You’re mercy, if You’re still kind
Please don’t leave me here behind
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[Chorus – bigger, strained vocals]
Don’t let me go, I’m slipping fast
I’m holding on but I won’t last
I need Your hand to pull me through
‘Cause I can’t save myself from me and You
I’m crying out through all this pain
If You still hear me, say my name
I don’t need signs, I just need truth
God, I need help… I’m reaching for You
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[Bridge – stripped, almost whispered → build]
I don’t need the world, I just need Your grace
I don’t need control, I just need Your face
If You take the weight, I’ll give You mine
I been lost for way too much time
I don’t care how far I fell before
If You still stand at that door
I’ll crawl back broken, I’ll crawl back bruised
Just don’t give up on me like I do
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[Breakdown – screamed / raw]
IF YOU’RE THERE THEN SHOW ME HOW TO LIVE
I GOT NOTHING LEFT TO GIVE
I’M DONE RUNNING, I’M DONE HIDING
I NEED YOU NOW—NO MORE DIVIDING
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[Final Chorus – full release]
Don’t let me go, I’m falling deep
Into the man I swore I’d never be
If You’re still there, then rescue me
Pull me out of this misery
I’m crying out, no pride, no lies
Just a broken soul tonight
I don’t need signs, I just need truth
God, I need help… I’m reaching for You