Verse 1
I scream your name in my broken sleep
Talk to the sky like it answers me back
They say that there’s a plan, say it’s all divine
But I was there when you ran out of time
Pre-Chorus
I’ve been trying to hold my faith
Tried to hold upright
But my hands are shaking in the dead of night
Chorus
I don’t have a reason to be angry at God
But I won’t say I agree
You’re not here, you’re gone too far
And I’m still here, still breathing
I don’t curse heaven, I don’t curse my fate
But I hate the silence you left in this place
If love is the answer they’re preaching to me
Then tell me why you’re not here with me
Then tell me why you’re not here with me
you’re not here with me
Verse
Your voice still echoes in the rooms
Your laugh still breaks me too
They say that you are safe, they say you’re home
But I’m the one standing here alone
Pre-Chorus
If this is mercy, if this is grace
Why does it feel like a punch in the face
If this is mercy, if this is grace
Why did you leave me here to stay
Chorus
I don’t have a reason to be angry at God
But I won’t say I agree
You’re not here, you’re gone too far
And I’m still here, still breathing
Bridge
If heaven needed you more than I did
Why does it feel like I’m the one paying it
But I won’t stop praying, I won’t let go
But I’ll never understand this road
Final Chorus
I don’t have a reason to be angry at God
But I won’t say I agree
You’re not here, you’re gone too far
And I’m still here, still breathing
I don’t curse heaven, I don’t curse my fate
But I hate the silence you left in this place
If love’s the answer they’re preaching to me
Then tell me why you’re not here with me
Then tell me why you’re not here with me
you’re not here with me
not here with me
Then tell me why you’re not here with me
Tonenico
