Mind Prison

I can’t feel anything,

But I’m not numb to the pain

I can’t feel a fucking thing

My life will never be the goddamn same

Why the fuck did you have to go?

God, why’d you take this from me?

Does my pain make you happy?

I go on every day and drown in my misery

All the tears I’ve shed

All the pain that I feel

I watched as you died

Please tell me this isn’t fucking real

To the grave it will follow me

It should’ve been me instead

You didn’t deserve this

A vision that’s stuck in my head

That sight will never leave me,

No matter how hard I try,

I watched as life left you, and

Your cold eyes rolled to the sky.

It was never supposed to end like this

I thought you were forever!

I promise I will fix this

As I make it my final endeavor

Please come back to me

This life isn’t worth living

You and me in this world,

Just seemed so fitting

I know that it’s the end

I know I’m losing my fucking mind

I’m talking to a ghost,

You were the only one of your kind!

I will see you again

Whether that be in heaven or hell

I’ll make sure we’re together again

Until I hear that final bell

Salting the earth with my tears,

We all die in fear

FUCK!