Reaper

I’ve lost my mind, you didn’t deserve to die.

You’re all I see when I look to the sky

Will the way I’m feeling ever end?

It feels like a monster I’ve let in.

At war with myself again.

I hate what I’ve become,

I’m a shell of the man I once was.

When I look in the mirror, I despise what I see.

I am no longer what I was meant to be.

Our lives revolve around pain,

The world thrives off of sorrow.

We are all living on borrowed time.

Don’t be afraid to meet the reaper.

We’ve already fallen victim to the deceiver.

I don’t want you to think I gave up on you.

You gave up on yourself long ago.

When I got there, it was already too late.

The reaper had already sealed your fate.

Nowhere for me to run

Nowhere for me to hide

I had no choice but to watch you die

I am no longer me.

Everywhere I go, you are all I see.

I would crawl through hell just to hear your voice again.

I’d sell my soul even if it were just pretend.

My life is not worth living if I can’t have you here.

I will flood you with a river of my tears.

This is the first time I can say.

That I’ve felt true pain.

A feeling so crippling,

I’d rather cut myself and drown in blood to wash it all away.

I knew I would not be long for a world,

That is absent of you.

The earth could crumble today and I would watch with a smile on my face.

Because I know that means soon

I will see you again.

When I meet the reaper

I will steal his scythe and cut him open

And make him pay for what he took from me

Nowhere for me to run

Nowhere for me to hide

I have no choice but to watch myself die

I am no longer me.

Everywhere I go, you are all I see.

I would crawl through hell just to hear your voice again.

I’d sell my soul even if it were just pretend.

My life is not worth living if I can’t have you here.

I will flood you with a river of my tears.

He will take us all.

There is nothing we can do.

When the reaper has his fucking sights set on you.

Blegh!