[Verse 1]
Woke up to dishes in the sink
Past due letters by the door
Mama said "baby, chase your dreams"
But the rent still wants more
Scrolling through everyone winning
I’m in my work shirt, smelling like fry oil
Trying to pray, but my mind keep spinning
Heart heavy, still moving through the turmoil
[Chorus]
I’ve been growing through the growing pains
Watering my roots in the middle of the rain
I don’t got it all, but I’m finding what remains
Turning every loss into something I can claim
If the road bends, I bend, I don’t break
Every little scar taught me what’s at stake
Searching for a purpose in the mess I make
I’m still here, still here, still awake (oh yeah)
[Verse 2]
Therapy once a week on Zoom
Talk about anger I buried too soon
Father’s voice echo in an empty room
“Be a man” while I learned to make space for my gloom
Friends posting flights, I’m posting shifts
Late night bus rides, pocket full of tips
But I’m rich in the moments that quietly lift
Like my niece drawing hearts on my name tag slip
[Chorus]
I’ve been growing through the growing pains
Watering my roots in the middle of the rain
I don’t got it all, but I’m finding what remains
Turning every loss into something I can claim
If the road bends, I bend, I don’t break
Every little scar taught me what’s at stake
Searching for a purpose in the mess I make
I’m still here, still here, still awake (still awake)
[Bridge]
One step, then another, I learn
Some bridges you cross, some you watch burn
Faith ain’t a feeling, it’s the choice to return
To the person you promised you’d be
[Chorus]
I’ve been growing through the growing pains
Watering my roots in the middle of the rain
I don’t got it all, but I’m finding what remains
Turning every loss into something I can claim
If the road bends, I bend, I don’t break
Every little scar taught me what’s at stake
Searching for a purpose in the mess I make
I’m still here, still here, still awake (yeah, still awake)