Woke up early, head was heavy
Same four walls, but it don’t feel steady
Coffee’s cold and the house is quiet
Funny how peace can start a riot
Used to have you in the background
Now it’s silence turned up too loud
I thought space would make me stronger
Didn’t know it’d take this long, yeah
I’m somewhere between letting go
And holding on to what I know
I’m in between lives, not who I was
Not who I’ll be, just waking up
Some days I’m strong, some days I break
Some days I give, some days I take
I see my kids and I feel alright
Then I’m alone again at night
Yeah I’m still standing, but it don’t feel right
I’m just a man in between lives
Ran myself into the pavement
Trying hard to find replacement
Weights go up but I feel hollow
Chasing something I can’t follow
Saw your name light up my phone
Felt like I wasn’t alone
We talked easy, like before
But I know what that cost me for
It’s not that I don’t understand
We just weren’t part of the same plan
I’m in between lives, not who I was
Not who I’ll be, just waking up
Some days I’m strong, some days I break
Some days I give, some days I take
I see my girls and I feel alive
Then I question it all at night
Yeah I’m still moving, just out of time
I’m just a man in between lives
I don’t need saving, I know that now
Just need to figure this shit out
No one to prove it to but me
No one to blame, no one to be
And maybe that’s the hardest part
Starting over with no restart
I’m in between lives, but I won’t stay
Stuck in the middle, lost this way
I’ll find the rhythm, I’ll find the line
Where I stop looking for a sign
And when it hits, I’ll know it’s mine
Not borrowed love, not borrowed time
Yeah I’ll get there, just not tonight
Still just a man in between lives
Greyline
