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[Verse 1]
This is the reason I refuse to let PTSD win
Not because I'm fearless when the morning settles in
Not because I wake up ready, with a fire in my chest
Some days I bargain with the floor just to get dressed
[Pre-Chorus]
Healing never came like mercy at the door
It left me counting every breath across the floor
But there is one thing pain can never take from me
The choice to stand when standing feels impossible to see
[Chorus]
I keep fighting because my pain isn't theirs
They didn't carry every night I couldn't bear
They don't get to write the ending from the wreckage I survived
I am more than what happened, I am still alive
I keep fighting, even shaking, even scared
Not for a perfect life, just for the life that's there
[Verse 2]
There are mornings when the ceiling knows my name
When a passing sound can pull me backward through the frame
I have learned that being tired doesn't mean I lost
And a slower kind of healing still is worth the cost
[Pre-Chorus]
No, I don't owe the world a brave face every day
I can tell the truth and still refuse to fade away
If tomorrow only asks me for another breath
I'll give it what I have and call that victory instead
[Chorus]
I keep fighting because my pain isn't theirs
They didn't carry every night I couldn't bear
They don't get to write the ending from the wreckage I survived
I am more than what happened, I am still alive
I keep fighting, even shaking, even scared
Not for a perfect life, just for the life that's there
[Bridge]
If I break, let me break without becoming gone
If I crawl, let the ground remember I moved on
Every scar is proof the dark could not decide
What I would lose, what I would save, or who stays by my side
[Final Chorus]
I keep fighting because my pain isn't theirs
I know the weight, I know the fear, I know the stairs
They don't get to write the ending from the wreckage I survived
I am more than what happened, I am still alive
I keep fighting, not because the road is fair
But because this life is mine, and I am still here
[Outro]
Still here
Still here
I refuse to let it win
Details
GeneratedSep 9, 2026
Duration4:50
LanguageEnglish
Style
raw male emo, confessional alternative rock, restrained clean electric guitar in the verses, roomy live drums entering gradually, tense bass movement, explosive distorted guitars in the chorus, cracked intimate tenor vocal, dynamic quiet-to-loud arrangement, modern punchy mix with audible pick attack and emotional vocal grit
Credits
Prompt byTITO
ModelAria v5.5
Prompt
This is the reason I refuse to let PTSD win
Not becuz I'm fearless
Not becuzI wake up motivated every morning
And not because healing has been easy
I keep fightin becuz my pain isn’t theirs
Male emo
