Verse]
I’m tired in ways I can’t explain
Not just hurt — something changed
I stayed when leaving felt like air
I stayed until there was nothing there
I learned how to disappear
While standing right beside you
I learned how to be alone
With someone I was holding to
And I know I’ve left before
But I never meant it like this
[Chorus]
I’m not mad
I’m not cold
I’m just done
Letting this own my soul
I’m not running
I’m not lost
I just can’t keep paying the cost
And I know
I’ve said goodbye
Too many times before
More than I can count
But this time it’s quiet
And I’m walking out
[Verse]
I forgot what it felt like to breathe
Without waiting for you to leave
I forgot what my voice sounded like
When I wasn’t trying to survive
I begged myself to hold the line
While breaking just to keep you mine
Now I see it clear somehow
I can’t be who I was right now
[Chorus]
I’m not mad
I’m not cold
I’m just done
Letting this own my soul
I’m not running
I’m not lost
I just can’t keep paying the cost
And I know
I’ve said goodbye
Too many times before
More than I can count
But this time it’s quiet
And I’m walking out
[Bridge drop everything — almost spoken]
I’m not mad
I’m not cold
I’m just done
(done… done…)
I know
I’ve said goodbye
Too many times before
But this time it’s quiet
(so quiet now)
[Final Chorus]
I’m not mad
I’m not cold
I’m just done
Letting this own my soul
I’m not running
I’m not lost
I just can’t keep paying the cost
And I know
I’ve said goodbye
Too many times before
More than I can count
But this time it’s quiet
And I’m walking out
[Outro]
This isn’t anger
This isn’t pride
This is me choosing
To stay alive
Not another threat
Not another plea
Just the truth
Finally I set myself free