Crown of Thorns

In the silence, echoes of my pain,

Every tear that falls, a memory to gain,

These heavy thoughts, they weigh me down,

Searching for love, but it’s nowhere to be found.

Late night thoughts, I’m lost in the dark,

Tryna find my way, but it all feels stark,

Friends turned to shadows, where’d they all go?

In this crowded room, I just feel low.

Dreams of laughter, now a flicker,

Every step forward, feels like a sticker,

Catching all the hurt like it’s in the air,

Heart heavy, like nobody cares.

I’m fighting back the tears, in this lonely space,

Every beat in my heart, I’m losing the race,

I’m a queen on my throne, but I wear a crown of thorns,

In this rap of my life, I’m just a soul that mourns.

Looking in the mirror, reflections fade,

Memories of smiles, now a masquerade,

Late night phone calls turn to silence,

Wondering if I’ll find my balance.

Wounds that cut deep, I wear them proud,

But in this crowd, I just feel so loud,

Yelling for help in a world so blind,

Riding on the edge of my own state of mind.

I’m fighting back the tears, in this lonely space,

Every beat in my heart, I’m losing the race,

I’m a queen on my throne, but I wear a crown of thorns,

In this rap of my life, I’m just a soul that mourns.

So I write these verses, let the words flow,

To heal the cracks that nobody knows,

Behind the smile, there’s a story untold,

Amidst the sorrow, I’m learning to be bold.

So every tear I shed, I’ll turn it to art,

Through this pain, I’ll mend my heart,

In this rhythm of life, I’ll find my way,

With every line, I’ll face a new day.